I always say that I want to write a book one day about my life but I never sit down and actually write it. I think it’s because it hurts too much and I only recently found out that it takes me a long time to process my emotions and I need to dig deep to write my story.
For some incidents that have happened in my life, it took me over ten years to name what I was feeling. For other instances, it took me about six months.
I feel like I have highs and lows but my lows have taken up more space. What if I need a lifetime to heal enough? What if the words come to me when I am nearing death? By that time, it will be too late.
P.S. I had a delicious watermelon margarita
What are you up to tonight?