Category: Diary
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The Man with Big Dreams
I remembered an encounter I had in Puerto Rico many years ago. I don’t think about this person at all (except for today lol) but I do miss that feeling of being interested in someone for their intelligence and then realizing you’re also physically attracted to them. He wasn’t from the Island. He was actually […]
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Enjoy!
I have been taking this time to focus on my mental health and connect with nature. Here are a few pictures that I want to share with you! This break has been the best rest I have ever had. It has definitely not been easy. In fact, it has been extremely challenging. I don’t have […]
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Break
I know I said I was going to take a break from posting but not writing and not posting right away doesn’t feel right. I feel like I can’t just let my poems sit there. I feel like I NEED to share them with you. I also realized I’m not good at sitting with my […]
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The Person I Have Always Needed
I have been reading the Year of Yes: How to Dance It Out, Stand in the Sun and Be Your Own Person by Shonda Rhimes. I am inspired as hell. When I get inspired like this, I start making plans and writing down step by step what I plan to change about myself and how […]
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I Am Going To Explode
I should be listening to what my manager is saying (I am in a meeting via Zoom) but instead, I am writing this post. I have so much that I need to let go of, and it needs to be put in writing or I am going to explode! My grandpa died. My Pops, the […]
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Happy Saturday
Happy Saturday y’all! For those of you that recently started reading my poetry and following my blog, welcome! I hope that you decide to stay subscribed and that you enjoy all of the poetry I will be sharing with you! For those of you that have been following me for a while now, please know […]
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The Lowest Point
I wrote this in December of 2020 : I don’t want to look back anymore. Unfortunately, the future is fogged with uncertainty and possibility of death. I am terrified and I must learn to live in this body full of pain and dread. What do I have left? The present. In the present, tears run […]
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ALIVE
I wrote the following in December 2020 : I will not write about my past. I tried and tried but my tears kept smudging the pages and my pen refused to keep going. It refused to continue in such chaos. I sat there for hours looking at the ruined paper wishing my stories would come […]
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Friday Night Thoughts and a Margarita
I always say that I want to write a book one day about my life but I never sit down and actually write it. I think it’s because it hurts too much and I only recently found out that it takes me a long time to process my emotions and I need to dig deep […]
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My Body Does Not Let Me
Hello! I’ve been posting a lot and I hope you’re not too tired of me. I am currently crying. I am not ashamed of it and I don’t ever plan on hiding when I am not feeling well. Some days are good days and some days are not. I am thinking about my family. I […]
Angelica Flores 