There's just something Something about… That makes me feel safe I bury my head on… Chest And I stay there for a few seconds I never wanted someone else or others to be my safety I think that is an unfair expectation But the world scared me partially stuck and almost numb Unable to make [...]
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ALIVE
I wrote the following in December 2020 : I will not write about my past. I tried and tried but my tears kept smudging the pages and my pen refused to keep going. It refused to continue in such chaos. I sat there for hours looking at the ruined paper wishing my stories would come [...]
I Should Have
I should have walked away earlierInstead of fighting hard to be acceptedI might have been happierAnd I wouldn't have lost myself Angelica Flores
Porch Adventures
I used to walk to the liquor store for Hot Cheetos (Orlandos or Red Sea) and a soda and sit on the porch. I have amazing memories on this porch. I used to sit with my almost but never going to be boyfriend's here late at night and my grandma and grandpa would peek through [...]
Our Sadness
Our sadness becomes a bridge to our love It isn't ideal but at least we are still connected I cry every day because you cannot give me what I need and I can't give you what you want Still, I'd rather weep with you by my side than be without you Our sadness becomes a [...]
Blame It On The Retrograde…Sike, It’s Me.
My astrology obsessed friends keep telling me that Mercury Retrograde is causing a lot of chaos so if I am experiencing any heavy emotions, I can blame it on the retrograde. Even my therapist told me not to make any impulsive decisions until after June 22nd. Did I listen? Of course not! Surprisingly, this month, [...]
